shattered heart speaks

I wish you didn't know so many girls, cause i'm afraid to lose you to one of them.
I wish you wasn't so attractive , cause i'm afraid i might have to compete with other girls for you.
I wish you hadn't been with other girls before me, because im afraid your old feelings will come back for one of them.
I wish you dint talk to so many girls, cause im afraid you'll slowly lose feelings for me and your interest for another girl grows the more you guys talk
I wish other girls would respect my relationship with you but I know some bitches dont really care and arent considering how hurt i would be if i were to lose you.

Do you know how I feel? You dont know